This is one of those books that I simply had to "power through" for the first 125 pages. I'm one of those people who finish every book I start, hoping it will get better if I keep reading. I'm glad I didn't give up on this one. Quantum physics fascinates me at a superficial level. Meaning, I like reading about time travel, but I don't really want to read about the science of it. I'm also disinterested in art such as paintings & sculpture - unless it's tied to a good story. So, since two of the main characters (Noah & Maya, husband & wife) are a quantum physicist and an artist, I didn't think I could get through it! Fortunately, between pages 125-150, the story turned more personal in nature rather than scientific, and I finally got engaged.
Noah and Maya have been married for three years. Noah had previously been married to Eileen (they were together for 16 years) and they had a daughter who died suddenly at the age of 4. Noah and Eileen ended up divorcing after their daughter's death. Noah has never moved on from his daughter's death - or Eileen - even though he really seemed to love Maya. When he is offered an opportunity by a billionaire to work on a secret project in quantum physics, he jumps at the chance and Noah & Maya move to the project site in Texas. The project involves traveling back in time. Noah trains his mind to focus on a memory, blocking everything else from his mind, injecting himself with a "product", entering a "bath" naked and then reliving the memory. He practices by going back in time just a number of minutes. Once he gets the hang of it, he starts going back in time to see his daughter, Serena, before she dies. He eventually figures out that Klein (the billionaire) wants to prove causality and he is using Noah as a test subject.
This project, which consumes Noah, puts a significant strain on his marriage to Maya. She leaves him to return to Japan, her home country, to visit her parents and take a break from Noah and their marriage. Meanwhile, Noah calls Eileen and asks her to come to Texas so she can "see" Serena with him. These three individuals make discoveries about themselves and it's interesting to watch how they change the way they think about things - in the past, present, and future. These are highly intelligent characters, but they have to be reminded that people's minds are unreliable. Memories are faulty & inconsistent. Memories are not just an "event", but a collection of things. Eileen tells Noah, "That's what memories are like. Living things made up of your experience, plus my experience, plus Esther's experience. All of it happening at once, the truth of it somewhere in the middle, the objective truth not even important at all." Noah asks Eileen what is important and she responds, "That you heard me say what you needed to hear. I heard myself say what I needed to hear. That's the truth." Later on in the book, Maya's mother tells Maya, "You know, it is possible for two people to have two different memories and experiences of the same thing." Noah learns in the end that he was looking for the wrong thing. He was looking for a way to "reverse the irreversible, instead of finding the permanence."
One more interesting thing that was discussed in the book (between Noah and his daughter). Serena says that black holes are bad because they break light. Noah explains to her that being a "lightbreaker" isn't necessarily bad. He acknowledges that a black hole traps and breaks light, but when it breaks, something new develops out of it. Love this explanation, especially as it pertains to the message in this book.
Wendy's Rating for the first 125 pages: ***
Wendy's Rating for the rest of the book: ****
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